I Banged My Sexdoll Again While Home Alone Jesus Christ!

I'm 58yrs(BA-Econ/Bus', x-combat sqd & real Yahweh/Jesus follower), 28yrs ago when I was divorced-raped & homeless I asked 3-doctors(traveling state to state looking for a job) how I could slow down/stop my sex drive because I was/am walking with the Lord, they all laughed and said "NO"! Now fast-forward to today, I thought I was buying a BJD-Manga action figure like my Turtles or Warf from Star Trek, but it was a mini Wifu. Since the Chinees dealer and I had a good laugh via emails, he strongly urged me to buy Wifu's now since the fem's are protesting them. The point is men's sex drive is 7-10 stronger than females thus it's impossible to deny how God made us, a Wifu can not or should not be looked upon as a sin since it is a "biological-need" not a want. I now have 14 Wifu's of various sizes and though I did not buy them for sex they have a healing quality to them that I "truly" did not expect. I'm sure one day soon I will engage with my Wifu's but even with real women I always took my time. I can honestly say that I'm just a sinner like everyone else, but I don't see a Wifu as a sin at all, and yes, I talk the the Lord about it everyday as I do my Bible study(LOL). I have a lot of regrets in my life(like getting married), but to have something beautiful, graceful, elegant & "quite" is not one of them(LOL). There is no need for self-flagellations & beatings my brother. God's speed...>>>

Jesus-much more than a curse word, He is King of Kings and Lord of Lords and soon returning Ruler to this Planet!!!