Men and Minimalism, Fighting Feminism, Finacial independence and Freedom

my issue is i worked myself so god damn hard that i haven't been able to recover, i have really bad nerve issues in my legs and my back i can't sleep on a normal bed anymore i have to sleep on a damn lazy boy and i often wake up with neck pain some days are better but i still have to sleep on the lazy boy because i can not sleep on a bed anymore without my nerves causing some kind of reaction that makes me want to kill myself right then and there.

i have serious disk issues in my back that result to that damn thing moving out of the fucking joint, i hate my life i want it to end because i can't for the life of me get out of this shitshow situation because i worked myself too hard and i'm in this situation permanently.

i'm not being given any welfare but i probably should with my issues, there are days when idk if this shit will become so fucked that i will take my life right there when that shit breaks on me.

suicide has been on my mind every day for the last 16 years since this first accident took my life away, people in my family want me to suffer through it just because they couldn't deal with me dying, so for a while now i have been living with them but at some point i will off myself when it becomes bad enough, so i end up finding distractions to keep my mind and my spirits up so i don't always feel like offing myself, but one of these days i will end it.

Joker would be far better off converting that electricity made from the solar panels to generate hydrogen, and then have that hydrogen being pumped into a repurpose propane tank.

There is a guy by the name of Mike strutsky who is famous for his hydrogen house, he makes hydrogen 3 months out of the year, sales the excess back to the power companies and makes roughly 10 grand a year off of that system because he makes so damn much of the potential electricity through his hydrogen power system.

Now he has enough tanks in his backyard that produce enough throughout the winter months, yes the production has slowed down but because he has so many tanks that he fills up 3 months out of the year, he has plenty of power all year round.

But when you're using solar panel power and putting it into these lithium ion batteries, they can only hold so much power that's one major issue with them, another major issue is they lose efficiency the colder it gets, and they have limited cycles, and they are prone to catch on fire in certain situations, you don't have any of these problems with hydrogen, yes you probably could potentially blow up if something happens, but that something is so specific, you will never run into it unless you're a moron.

So yes potentially you can blow yourself up if you're a moron, but I know joker is not a moron, he's not going to do something stupid like that, but you could create your own power and have plenty throughout the year and also the system pays for itself meaning you could make money off of it, you can't do that with these batteries, they are backwards technology.

1:29:51. You're right. It all started with the divorces, and it's gone downhill from there. The young guys of today have learned from watching the previous generation of women/men, and are acting accordingly.

1:19:23. I think you're right. A lot of women in America seem to be the ones who keep the drug companies in business.

1:11:56. The Shit River, outside of the Subic Bay Naval Base, comes to mind.