[MGTOW] Why I Never Have and Never WILL Get Married

Been married once. It was my only marriage and probably my last. Did it fuck me up? Yes it did. I’m on head meds because of it. And then I have another female that I met back in 2010. Who is stalking me online using My name In a very twisted way islanders. She calls herself an islanders stalker. These are things that have really discouraged me from even pursuing this shit anymore. I don’t understand why a woman needs to stalk a man when all she’s gotta do is walk up to him and talk to him. And tell him clearly what she wants honestly. And not try to bullshit him. Funny part is this chick has a man already which is shorter than me. Gotta be about 5 foot tall. Where is I am 6 foot 3. There’s a good chance this chick probably is doing this because of my height. I have no idea. Personally, I don’t care. After my first failed marriage and lies that are being spoken about me behind my back and all the backstabbing. I have no interest in this shit anymore. Not worth the risk. I put my energy and anger into working out every day without a break. I’ve lost about 100 pounds from a autoimmune condition. I suspect is Cron disease. That condition likely affected my testosterone level so now I have to take zinc supplements to make up for it. It affected my B12 and d levels. I’m also taking magnesium pills because it likely affected that as well. I’ve lost my goddamn appetite over this shit. I’m tired of these women lying about me. I know where I’ve been for the past 14 years and that’s in my house. I don’t go out much I don’t interact with many people. So I don’t know what the fuck kind of lies are being spoken, but I’m pretty fucking sick of it.