Neil Oliver- -We are in a version of an abusive relationship with our leaders

By the way I don't "TRUST", or Believe in anything. Maybe I survive OK because I don't get involved in Side taking? I beat my own drum and follow it, it's call "Intuition". And the last two years nearly My Intuition is becoming honed to a peak I've never respected before.

I have coped quite well as my Father was a Narcissist that treated me and my brother like this Government when we were kid's. My Brother hasn't faired to well with mental issues and stuff. As for me I was the whipping boy, blamed for everything in some roundabout way. I was beaten told I was useless and wasn't wanted in the first place?

I think I have faired well with a staunch independence of being alone, never lonely. I take one day at a time, that is all IO have. I was born in 1955 and died within to minutes of being in this Shit hole world. but the Doctors put me in an "Oxygen Tent" a devise that killed many or gave then brain damage. I was lucky, I came out of it with a sight defect. I guess I shouldn't complain really? Life has been a place full of no opportunity however hard I've tried to play the Game? but then I have had 65 years of borrowed time so to speak?

There is much much more to this, more Esoterically based but I wont go into that. that is souly for mt brain, mind and thoughts. don't go looking for reasons for life it's totally random. I take the view that what you are given is what you have to work with? I happen to be very inventive, Artistic Musical and Philosophical. My brother is the opposite. Angry, Aggressive, cant tie his shoe laces without getting permission. Mind you I have not seen him for some years now. He became one of the negative people that need removing from my life.

I always feared I would turn out like my Father, but I'm more like Mum was she died in 1970. My younger brother became a mirror of my father. My father may have been a CUNT but I do have my ability to fix and create mechanical stuff. My art and music comes from my Mum.

If there is a reason for me to be here nobody God or whoever has told me? lol! I do at the back of my mind sort of feel like I'm a rat in an experiment, and I do get provided for just at the right time? That is weird, but it's always been like that for me, an example and not an isolated one either. I say need a jar of coffee so It goes on the shopping list and 10 minutes later a neighbor will knock on the door and offer me a large jar of coffee they don't like? another example, I say need a particular bolt or nut for something I'm building and I'll go out for a walk and I will find that item just laying on the ground.

Although this is a way of life for me, being kind of a scavenger, I swore to myself decades ago I would NEVER take it for granted, this "Gift"? As for Civid? well frankly I have live like this in Lock Down most of my life so it hasn't effected me hardly at all? Peace.

Chgristopher "Shitty" Witty looks like a Satanic evil Teddy Bear that has had it's ears ripped off! Next slide please!

I could listen to this guy for hours, very relaxing tone of voice!