#PVG Posotive Vibes Only Stream #1 Mornin Chillstream

I am not proud about what almost occurred yesterday. To have it played on live and even acknowledge it and tell the truth. Others still lie. Because unfortunately the stigma "once am addict always" rings true to other "Addicts. Funny huh? Oh well. I'm gonna hold myself accountable for even letting myself think like that. I'm kicking myself in the butt for it fthis mornin. Just FYI. Been up 2 hours hurting but haven't taken today's First at all. That's another thing about having it for chronic pain (it keeps it so manageable with Tylenol) it's like almost a whole other diff without it._______________
So I will. This is a random stream. May try somethinningts etc..
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