I grew up in the city and always wanted peace from the suburbs or villages.. But where I'm from the countryland is dead.. There's no work.. + all the people living in these remote areas spend 4 to 5 hours in transports to go work in the big cities.. That's why you better live in the city.. But I'm looking forward to live in suburbs in Thailand.. Rents / Prices are interesting.. And it's a better environment to raise my future children..
I hate the cement cities they have no character, I understand why people live there for work. I'm really a wilderness guy at heart and love nature, that were I feel the most relaxed, my childhood in that small village was magical
@SoloMan Zone: I'm doing good on my weight loss.. from 285 to 258 now.. 240 is where I will stick.. I dropped lunch for coffee instead.. bike at night and lift weights in the morning. . healthy.. I'm obsessed about this shit.. I obsessed over the girl.. Craig made it worse when he stalked her.. I asked him if hed found anything out about her when he told me that she is freaky and likes to fcuk alot.. then insisted he had never touiched her.. but judging by the way she talks.. He acted like I should go for her.. I said I would not want a woman who is friends with him.. then he acted insulted.. Craig went out of town this weekend on a recreational thing.. laid back thing he could takle a woman to.. the girl was there all day as he left at noon.. does not look like she is going to be his side kick.. hne just wanted to fuck her.. and wtf could she be thinking.. I did not want in her pants.. I invited her to move in with me.. she acted crazy shy and intimidated.. then gets to know my boss intimately?? Craig acts moere dominant with me now. .lol.. SO I get kind of close to him when he talks too much bs.. THESE PEOPLE ARE LIKE ANIMALS.. I AM NOT an animal.. I DO NOT want the girl anymore.. I DO but I can't.. he fcuked it up.. NOW is when I be a man.. with some dignity.. I will never forget or forgive craig.. as I have heard an old lady say before.. forgiveness is over rated. .lol.. HAH! those people are sick.. Donnie says they are evil man.. forget her..
lost 27 popunds and 18 to go.. have a hollow feeling inside from a broken heart.. will continue disciplined living.. when was moved to that oither neighborhood for 2/3 the time for 6 weeks.. craig had even more opportunikty.. HE probly was behine moving me there. .HE WANTS TO WIN... and now he has his idea of win.. I THINK he wonders why I just let it go.. I stopped the discussion when he was telling me she liked sex but he has nevber fcuked her.. I will not talk anymore about it. with him.. I hope he dies.. but I do my job..
I doubt he makes much more than me.. I am the top tech.. and he had started 10 years before I did.. and they do not give raises..I MAY even make more than him.. I have much financial slush.. because I paid off my house in 03.. where he married a colombian crew leader and bought his house a year ago.. he had inherited like 50.. and put 30 down on like 268.. lol. taxes and insurance.. I have much more spare change than he does.. and none of us can work ot anymore.. like I said he thinks he won against me.. anjd I do not have the ,, I dunno 1700 monthly expense that he has.. his mtg will be paid off when he is 93.. and he ruined my future with that woman so he could get in her pants.. that is his win.. nothing I can do so I dont care.. he can just tell his buddies all about it.. and be careful not to piss me off.. but I am disciplined I do not lose in reality.. I could end up playing with young girls out there.. and will always remember the negative imposed on me by retards..
Since I wont have that hard working female laborer here to help me fix up my house,, it will be more work for me , and no place to live for her.. but how did she end up where she is in the first place.. at 38 yoa.. she must be an idiot.
I told her clearly, I guess I made a mistake,, as I drove away.. then ,, now ,, she looks at me straight.. not ducking and hiding. looking away. .she looks at me now.. I have listened to the pap about female behavior.. and she actually fits.. wiith the ignore for attention. then make jealous.. but it did not work for her.. I am so pissed off.
NOW I will pretend to not care, and ignore her until she is gone. me andcraig are sposed to start another neighborhood in future months.. He has wanted to become buds outside of work. .what he did was cause a serious permanent rift..
I want craig to fail anddie now.. while I do all the work to make us look good.. lol.. I work for money.. personal; shit aside.. I make a decent cut// Donny told me noone makes over a thousand a week.. when I started there almost 3 years ago..
I* make over a thousand a week.. with no debt and house paid off... I wonder. .I wonder,, if I should be loyal top function and still bring thatg irl here if possible..work her gdam ass off.. lol.
If your family had camping tents,, you could have hammered the pipe ends down and cut a slot in them with a hacksaw.. for your front wheel axle.. then hammer the pipes down onto the bicycle forks,, instant chopper.. heh.. aand, the people with the bamboo . I think it was,, we would cut some stalks and make sails for our bicycles.. of course eddies dad was a fun oriented mechanical genius.. had ideas for us.. lol.. then as young adults we all liked old man ed alot.. He was always around it seemed . to drink a beer with us.. ya man.. Ed sr was my Dad's friend even.. first ride on a black cat mini bike at like 8 .. then there were empty grass fields next ddoor to little eddies grandmotehrs house on the street next to ours,, older eddie cut traiuls through the tall grass to ride little eddies mini bike through. .man so much fun.. old man ed even introduced us to control line cox models.. He was just too cool.. Ed leblanc from Boston..
@SoloMan Zone: and of course the old standby , playing cards with clothes pins holding them in your spookes for engine sound.. lol... click click click..
@SoloMan Zone: that cinderella girl I liked,, my boss stalked her for a long time.. full time job to talk to her.. eventually winning the day and getting to know her better.. I think took her out and started screwing her.. ofcourse he has a mortgage and needsw a womnan with an adults income.. so he is not taking her around. imo .. and so she iks looking at me now.. as I had shown mucch interest befoire she uhh, became aacquainted with craig.. of course I want to murder my boss.. lol.. will hate him forever.. but like my paycheck.. and figure the experience fits right in with much of my lifes experiences.. So I think he has no intention of ever having her moved in with him.,.. and last I heard she was living in a stlorage unit.. ya, and so NOW she is looking at me. .showing up where I am at.. I said one thing to her.. I must have made a mistake.. the equivalent of I changed my mind.. man, it has been ,, ,, ,, , ,, frustrating.,. She is perfect for what I have in mind for my life.. and she creally could have lived like a qwueen.. seems craig wanted a poa and ruined her life.. and mine..
Craig knew I loiked her.. and now he acxts like I should go for it. .lol. .after he has AT THE VERY LEAST had discussions with her about sex.. according to him..
@jim bennett: happens to a guy everyday, femons are ten a penny, they are all unreliable and liars, and they will generally betray you and that feels even worse after being together for years. You shouldn't hate your boss you should thank him for showing you how fickle she really is
@SoloMan Zone: hey check this out Soloman,, I am putting together a love shack out back in my very cool wooded back yard... Door number 2 may be me outt here with a couple 20 somethings a year or two from now.. very real possibility. .verr good chance now..
I bought a 300 gallon livestock troujggh. .lol.. for my hot tub.. which I am expert at.. going to build a deck outside my 12 x 24 room out there.. for thee tub.. hot water shower right there.. a garden hose can screw onto.. ahem ,, new 65:" onn tv.. new sony 5 x 125 watt theater stereo.. for my 3way 12" wfr acoustic speakers. . putting up a cell phone booster..
@jim bennett: You can have anything you want all you need is money, rent one....your looking for feelings and femon don't really have any as most of a femon is an act
already bought 3 wireless combo keyboard and mouse kits for cell phones.. allo in sunny sw florida.. lol.. TOTAL privacy.. complete../ will build a 45 degree corner trellis.. handrail , on deck.. colored lights out there. .nusic. fun.
@SoloMan Zone: SHE REALLY MESSED UP.. my friend says she is just making you jealous.. well, all she had to do is talk to me.. instead of hiding. NOW she isnt hiding anymore and I will not talk to her.. what a mess. .I ALWAYS hated I love lucy..
@SoloMan Zone: HERE is some reeal life for ya.. I had been working inside a house she was working in.. she saw me.. and when she finished she left her scarf there with her tools.. I shaped her sscarf into the shape of a heart.. went back after she had returned and finiksher there, ,and tere were 2 paper towels crumpled up real tight on the fl.oor right there.. where I had left the scarf. .AND A SCREW.. well , what do ya think was all over one of the paper towels??????? looked like floor debris on the floor but it was right there.. and there was a screw there. .whiuch is symbolic.. well, ,she had rubbed her juices all over the paper towel.. and left it for me.. wow.. what a special lady .. lol. .cindere3lla. .lol.
So thats MY cinderella story.. I am bitter.. resentful.. angry.. uh, withdrawn from either of them. .ya,, ol jim dont seem to talk as much anymore.. lol
SLAM HIM or SLAM HER.. I just laugh.. i got a good life and putting things together right bnow for a fun future.. just opens the door for some young nubile nymphs. .I think is the verbage . lol
@SoloMan Zone: I have those paper towels right here in a ziploc bag.. why would she do that. .I am not looking to get in her pants I am looking for a wife basically. .a woman.. my olivia walton.. lol
A wonderful life was right at her doorstep./. and craig wanted to get in her pants.. I think he did.. He told me she is freaky and loves sex.. so when I pushed for more infgo he said he hasnt touched her but by the way she talks.. ahemliar.
see,, he hasnt told me the whole satory..I KNOW he stalked for over a month.. watgched him driving by.. parkjing right there. .etc.. saw him parked right by her room mates car for 3 hoursd then he tells me he has a date that night..
I am twice craigs size.. and more suited for her because she is like 140 I would guess craig is not much bigger than her ... probably the same weight.. She is taller than craig..
I literally dod a google search about the goose juice left for me.. and it saiid a woman may try to attract a man that way.. her talking to and fcuking craig totally undid that..
I am a frustrated po'd mtr fkr.. who will not drink this one away.. I have been riding my bike at night.. hitting the weights in the morning before work.. lost 25 pounds in less that 2 months.. 20 more to go..
I skip lunch too.. between skipping lunch , biking and lifting . I am shaping up quick for 60 yoa... craig is 64 also.. the whole thing just sucks. .is it a prank? hell nop. .I watched craig stalk her as he put me on the other side of the neighborhood..
My younger brother and I would be given some sandwiches and got our bikes out, met a couple like minded friends and we would go out as Mum and Dad went to work and cycle all round Kent, well locally or go to our Nan and Grandad on our bikes but we were home by Teatime, we used to build soap box go carts with bit's from the local dumb old bike wheels and friut boxes a few FREE nails from the Ironmonger's just to get rid of us! lol! Ah! great times, I'd be fucked today without all those memories, so thankyou Father Time for what I have received!
That's an old picture of Brighton, look at the bus, I think it's a Bristol Lowdekka? lol! Not Brighton and Hove but Brighton corps Blue buses! Hsng on I must remove my Anorak before I get to carried away! lol! Hum! Cortina Mk 3 must be the 1970's -Oh shit there I go again! lol! Look at that old Shop canopy don't see those anymore - Ah! OK I'll shut up! lol!
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I grew up in the city and always wanted peace from the suburbs or villages.. But where I'm from the countryland is dead.. There's no work.. + all the people living in these remote areas spend 4 to 5 hours in transports to go work in the big cities.. That's why you better live in the city.. But I'm looking forward to live in suburbs in Thailand.. Rents / Prices are interesting.. And it's a better environment to raise my future children..
@SoloMan Zone: I'm doing good on my weight loss.. from 285 to 258 now.. 240 is where I will stick.. I dropped lunch for coffee instead.. bike at night and lift weights in the morning. . healthy.. I'm obsessed about this shit.. I obsessed over the girl.. Craig made it worse when he stalked her.. I asked him if hed found anything out about her when he told me that she is freaky and likes to fcuk alot.. then insisted he had never touiched her.. but judging by the way she talks.. He acted like I should go for her.. I said I would not want a woman who is friends with him.. then he acted insulted.. Craig went out of town this weekend on a recreational thing.. laid back thing he could takle a woman to.. the girl was there all day as he left at noon.. does not look like she is going to be his side kick.. hne just wanted to fuck her.. and wtf could she be thinking.. I did not want in her pants.. I invited her to move in with me.. she acted crazy shy and intimidated.. then gets to know my boss intimately?? Craig acts moere dominant with me now. .lol.. SO I get kind of close to him when he talks too much bs.. THESE PEOPLE ARE LIKE ANIMALS.. I AM NOT an animal.. I DO NOT want the girl anymore.. I DO but I can't.. he fcuked it up.. NOW is when I be a man.. with some dignity.. I will never forget or forgive craig.. as I have heard an old lady say before.. forgiveness is over rated. .lol.. HAH! those people are sick.. Donnie says they are evil man.. forget her..
If your family had camping tents,, you could have hammered the pipe ends down and cut a slot in them with a hacksaw.. for your front wheel axle.. then hammer the pipes down onto the bicycle forks,, instant chopper.. heh.. aand, the people with the bamboo . I think it was,, we would cut some stalks and make sails for our bicycles.. of course eddies dad was a fun oriented mechanical genius.. had ideas for us.. lol.. then as young adults we all liked old man ed alot.. He was always around it seemed . to drink a beer with us.. ya man.. Ed sr was my Dad's friend even.. first ride on a black cat mini bike at like 8 .. then there were empty grass fields next ddoor to little eddies grandmotehrs house on the street next to ours,, older eddie cut traiuls through the tall grass to ride little eddies mini bike through. .man so much fun.. old man ed even introduced us to control line cox models.. He was just too cool.. Ed leblanc from Boston..
My younger brother and I would be given some sandwiches and got our bikes out, met a couple like minded friends and we would go out as Mum and Dad went to work and cycle all round Kent, well locally or go to our Nan and Grandad on our bikes but we were home by Teatime, we used to build soap box go carts with bit's from the local dumb old bike wheels and friut boxes a few FREE nails from the Ironmonger's just to get rid of us! lol! Ah! great times, I'd be fucked today without all those memories, so thankyou Father Time for what I have received!
That's an old picture of Brighton, look at the bus, I think it's a Bristol Lowdekka? lol! Not Brighton and Hove but Brighton corps Blue buses! Hsng on I must remove my Anorak before I get to carried away! lol! Hum! Cortina Mk 3 must be the 1970's -Oh shit there I go again! lol! Look at that old Shop canopy don't see those anymore - Ah! OK I'll shut up! lol!