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This video is brought to you by a donation from Klemens and here's what he has to say: "Hey Sandman, I`m currently 23 years old and suffering from the Tension myositis syndrome (TMS) and dont know what to do. I quit my teaching degree. Not because I hate teaching, but It hurts my heart forcing kids to learn something they are not interested in. I already have a bachelor degree in mechatronical engineering, but I cant work that stuff, my body starts hurting, when I do anything in that field. If I do anything, thats not want I to do, my back starts to hurt. It is very depressing. I already tried some things to fight the pain (psychotherapy, working out many hours a day, etc.) but it doesn`t stop. It only stops, when I do stuff that I love. I recently started an apprenticeship for acting, I really love it, it kinda cures my broken heart. I was cast in my first play and really enjoy the time. But the pain still returns from time to time, especially when I do my part-time job as a bike messenger. I am an incel. Before I started doing that acting stuff, no girl showed interested in me, but during my apprenticeship I met a girl who started to text me on facebook. I felt kinda happy, that girls started to show interest, but everytime I approach a girl who is interested and start to canoodle, the girl starts to ghost me the day after. I enjoy the time, especially because I do what I love, but I don't know how long I want to continue the starving artist lifestyle. It feels like, there is no going back, I can't go back to work as an engineer or as a teacher, because my body fights against that. If I start doing any math stuff again or even go back into a lecture in the university, my back starts to hurt for many hours. I also moved out of my parents home two months ago and started to ghost them, because they emotionally abused me during my childhood and treated me disrespectfully since I started acting. They treat me like garbage and dont care about my mental illness (which was probably due to emotional abuse in my childhood), they only will leave me in peace, if I start working as an engineer again or something like that, but that is not possible, because of the pain. I contemplate very often about suicide, there is not much left to do in this world. Or at least it feels this way. What would you do, if everything you do besides the things you love would case pain in your back? I made a bucketlist for this year which includes joining a local boxing club, finishing the plays I am starring in and using my last savings to move to america. It feels like america is my final destination. I will live there as long as my savings allow it and finally kill myself. I see no point in living much longer, I just want to finish my bucket list and end it. I dont know what the topic of this video should be, do whatever you want to do with it. I just wanted to tell someone my thoughts about life and share my struggles. Have a nice day. Well Klemens thanks for the donation and topic I think. I have a lot of advice for you. But before I get to it let me first tell everyone about today's sponsor ABC Circuits:
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well when you believe a lie for too long. the trurh does not sets you free. It tears you apart.
i remember in my own nihilistic days in 2016. It was only SANDMAN, who was the one who se vidoes helped me.
thank you sandman. for keeping me alive.
MGTOW Episode VII: The Sandman Awakens
Thirty years ago I came across a transcription reportedly taken from a Marian Apparition. I was struck bt a specific notion that equated depression and despair as a function of Pride !!. A careful consideration brings this seeming insignificance into light. He will have to work for this comprehension. I am still amazed at the simple truth embedded in Her conclusion. I won't give the boy the answer, but, have given the boy the direction to
which his contemplation can find fruit. The ultimate choice is his.
Try to be a healthy, happy and successful man, women hate to see that especially your ex wife/girlfriend. I pray you can that get in life Klemens, and Sandman, of course all men also.