Your Nobody Until a SIMP kills You...

I did

hey jago! I respect your opinion! yes I can see why you would think I'm simping. I left some important details out of the video, but I will talk about here in the comment section, let me fully dissect what your saying after I do yardwork, I just got off work. And no offense taken! constructive criticism is good for all of us! :)

I met her through making music back in the day, that's where this all started. I quit writing songs for some local artists after some of them ended up in the 27 club and died :|. anyway yeah back in the day, I just wanted to be around people, at any given cost, it was a big problem for me to be alone, at that time, and we are talking a while ago. But now I have disconnected from a lot of humans and see most people as trash, sad but true.

I struggle with lack of empathy, like the younger me...real young me, was not very nice to people and I was hard on them, 24/7. got that from my mom, and it worried my parents, oh well. I'm a bit more humane in my 30s. Yes, I have cared a tad bit more of the other people around me, that's my fault. I need to find a balance, I'm admitting this, I'm trying to not be completely cold and throw away humanity within myself, that I will never wanna go back to. BUT, I tend to bounce to and from extremes, that I need to work on. So I can completely see how you would think I'd be simping. as for the nightmares, someone from another state, whom I talked to about this girl, had the same nightmares, and didn't even know who I was talking about. This was something I didn't speak about in the video. But multiple people I've talked to devout faith, had the same dreams, so it was obviously a bigger issue. BUT, that may seem foreign or woo woo to you. But thats why I told her, to her face, your gonna die, and then I kicked her out my car.

as for the people shes sleeping with , one has HIV and shes well aware of it, when she dies she dies, oh well. At first it bothered me cause like...how??? but now I sleep good at night knowing shes not my girl, either way they all are going to die and I will be the last person surviving and stacking money. as for caring more than her, yeah I was like that years and years ago, I gave her agency numbers to help her, but that was it, I really broke it off after I told her shes gonna die if she doesn't leave. well I had another wierd dream. She was a cam girl doing coke, yeah I fully believe that's her life now, oh well, next. XD anyway jago, I can see why you posted your comment, your opinion here matters, so shade either way. :) constructive criticism is much needed in this world, helps us grow. I like that your brutally honest I used to be like that, like really say thing that made people argue with me. But I'm tired of arguing with people, parents, family, random people, I'm just gonna let people go to hell mindlessly and work on myself

this girl I'm speaking of has no friends, everyone abandoned her, and later on me, that's on her. oh well. there's more events that happened that I didn't speak of that I just shrugged my shoulders and kept it moving, like when her house got shot up, I was at work, I didn't blink an eye :|

@TheRedKnight: holy fuck the 27 club? holy fuck? glad you're alive and out of there! These people are idiots!

@TheRedKnight: did you take a test for autism? it might explain lack of empathy. i cut ties to everybody else too, i only talk to my neighbors and don't bother to do anything else, it's peaceful and quiet